Big Company Bulls**t

I get so frustrated as I am sure many others do and all I can do is sit here and write about it to get it off my chest.

I as many other have been haveing appearances of lack in my life in the last year and trying my best to give everyone of my bill collectors a little bit each of what I have even to the point of some times going without groceries for myself to make sure I have essentials.

I am so blessed just to have what I have even when it appears to be more then others and I am truly thankful for that.

So not to go into to much but I am sure many have gone through this but I phoned a credit card company to explain my situation and she got a supervisor and she told me if I made a minimum payment it wouldn't go to the credit agency and I said I would try but could not promise and she was realy nice about it and even suggested because I was off sick to get my medical insurance that I paid on my card to cover and I said I would get on it right away and get her a minumum payment somehow as soon as possible.

Anyways today I call to confirm a payment Ibegged to borrow from someone so as to get it and a new lady talked to me and put her team leader on who proceeded to belittle me for even using the card and having one when I wasn't working and that they demanded full paymen and when I told her thats not what the last person told me and I was just calling to confirm my payment and would have it is the said time she them berated me some more to tell me I did not have this call and when I reminded her the calls are recored for our benifit and she better listen to the calles because I want her to call me back and apoligize she still proceeded to ask me how come I had the auducity to use the card if I wasn't working and I said I was like any regular normal person with credit cards and use them to survive thinking we could cover it and she still berated me and said she wanted full paymend and started to make me feel ashamed and like I was a small little child and she was berating me and raking me over the coals because I owed her comapny money which I acknowledged and said sorry for and was trying to make amends for.

I eventually had to hang up on her because I never had even someone close to me treat me like that.

Here I was trying to make amends and she didn't want anything to do wiwth it and I felt sad, depressed, angry to point of asking if she wanted me to remove my left testicle and mail it to her and she told me she was offended by my bdad lanuage and not once did I swear just except to use that term and yet she kept belittling me.

IF I knew I could sue her and her company I would be all over it but she is he big dog and I am jus he little uy owing it to them. I talked to my friend who I am borrowing from and he said to still make the payment as best I could just to show I am doing my best, so I will.

Sad is now I borrow from pwtter to pay paul as the term goes and I am there all over just owing somebody else.

How Ironic on my part.

Just that now everything has left me emotionally distressed and sad as to what to do with this lady and her job because she should not be doing it.

I could not understand why this other lady was so accomadating and helpful and this lady was the b*t*h from he*l.

I even admitted to my part being my mistake and she still treated me the way she did which I could not understand.

I don't wish any ill will upon her but I do wish she could feel the hurt that same hurt she creates others to feel.